help me

Wait a year and go to North Africa? I just found out that the island team is full. The Chad team just doesn't sound that great. If you're reading this I need your opinion. They don't even know when the team to N. Africa would be able to leave which means it could be more than a year away. I think I'm already falling in love with this city, and it's in a country that I have always dreamed of going to. I don't want to romanticize this decision and I'm sick of waiting.